MY FAVORITE CORNER

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  Now I'm gonna tell you all about my favorite corner. Well, I share my bedroom with my sister, so we also share the side and corners. I place my spot on the left corner of our bedroom. I put my stuffs right here, just a few, those are about my favorite collections (actually there are more collections of mine, lol).
   Started from the top, there are 2 posters, THE CORRS (especially Andrea and Sharon Corr) and BOND GIRLS. They are my favorite musicians and violinists. Turnin' down, there are 4 photo frames, all given by my friends as the gifts. My favorite photo frame is the purple one (haha). Cuz that's purple, and I like purple. But generally, I like both of my frames.
   Move to my wallets, I have 6 wallets. The colors are dominatedly purple and pink (so girlish!). But my favorite is the pink Milk Teddy wallet (there are many pockets inside). I put my money, penny, ID cards, credit card (given sometimes by mamma), and some photos inside. 
   And this is about my wirstwatches, unluckily, I just have 4. But all is PURPLE ! Love them, I like the left one in the box, I'd wanted it 6 months and wished mamma would buy me if I had got my first rank. And I did (haha). It is Purple, shiny and transparant. 
   The rests are my Disney Princess moneybox, headset, mini calendar and a mini box to save my purple hairclips. Oh, they're really loved. If I get bored, I usually get there just for seeing them and adding the new comers if only I buy something.
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THE NOTEBOOK REVIEW

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Okay now let me review this movie. This romantic movie casts Rachel McAdams and Ryan Gosling. Firstly after downloading this movie, I didn't know what this is about. But then on the middle of this movie I got the main point of it. Yea, so touching. And in the end, the most heart-pounding scene ever. I started to cry a river. I couldn't keep my tears. Then I cried. This is the real romantic and everlasting story. How the couple keep their love everlastingly. They believe the miracle of love. After being apart for years, they lived together. And in the end....... you can download this movie



SERENDIPITY

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Alright, I'm gonna tell this about this movie. This is the first romantic movie I watched. It casts John Cusack as Jonathan Trager and Kate Beckinsale as Sara Thomas.
At the height of the Christmas shopping season in NYC, Jonathan Trager meets Sara Thomas as they both try to buy the same pair of gloves at Bloomingdale's. They feel a mutual attraction, and despite the fact that each of them is involved in other relationships, they end up eating ice cream at Serendipity 3 together, and soon exchange goodbyes. However, both realize that they have left something at the ice cream bar, and return only to find each other again.
Considering this to be a stroke of fate, they decide to go out on the town together, and end up in Central Park. Upon seeing Sara's freckles, Jonathan mentions that they look like the constellation Cassiopeia. He then tells her that Cassiopeia was a very beautiful queen, but when the gods got jealous, they turned her into a constellation. At the end of the night, the two are forced to decide some kind of next step. When the smitten Jonathan suggests an exchange of phone numbers, Sara balks and proposes an idea that will allow fate to take control of their future. Sara asks Jonathan to write his name and phone number on a $5 bill, while she writes her name and number on the inside cover of a used copy of Love in the Time of Cholera. If they are meant to be together, she tells him, he will find the book and she will find the $5 bill, and they will find their way back to each other. They each take a single glove from the pair they purchased.
Three years later, Jonathan is at an engagement party with his fiancé Halley Buchanan . On the same day, Sara comes home to her house to find Lars Hammond, a famous new age musician, proposing to her. As their wedding dates approach, both find themselves with a case of cold feet, and decide to return to New York in an attempt to find each other again.
Jonathan uses a practical approach. He and his best friend Dean Kansky  return to Bloomingdales in an attempt to find her name using an account number on the original sales receipt for the gloves. They meet the same salesman , who tells them he no longer has the account information at the store, but agrees to take them to a storage depot to retrieve it. However, Dean smudges her last name, leaving them only an address. They venture to the address where they meet a painter Mr. Mignon, who has very little recollection of Sara. However, he does recall that she lived there for a short time after being referred by a placement company, which he identifies as being located in a shop next to Serendipity 3. Jonathan and Dean follow the lead to find that the agency has moved and its former location is now a bridal shop. Jonathan takes this as a sign that he is supposed to stop looking for Sara, and get married to Halley.
Sara leaves the hunt to fate. She takes her best friend Eve  with her to New York, where she visits the locations of her date, hoping that fate will make Jonathan turn up. At the Waldorf Astoria, Eve bumps into an old friend who is there to get married the next day. The old friend is Halley, who invites Eve and Sara to the wedding, without anyone realizing the groom is Jonathan. Failing in their search, Sara and Eve console themselves with a coffee at Serendipity. Eve is handed the $5 bill as change, but neither notices this at the time. They miss Jonathan by moments when they leave.
During the practice wedding the day before the big event, Halley hands Jonathan a copy of Love in the Time of Cholera as a groom's gift, having noticed him picking up the book every time they were in a used book store. It is the copy that Sara had written in, and he immediately sets off to find her. He gets to the house but sees people in her house being intimate. Jonathan tells Dean that he wouldn’t have wanted to break off what they have and comes back home for the wedding.
Sara decides not to go to the wedding, and starts to return home. She returns to the Waldorf to retrieve her belongings, where she finds Lars, who followed her to New York. Walking with Lars to central park, she sees Cassiopeia in the sky, and breaks her engagement with Lars. On the plane the next day, Sara is asked if she wants a headset. To her surprise, she finds her wallet got exchanged with Eve’s. She pays the flight attendant $5 for the headset, and realizes she has the same $5 bill which Jonathan wrote on seven years earlier. Now that she knows his full name, she gets off the plane to continue the search for Jonathan. His neighbors tell her he’s getting married the same day. She rushes to the hotel only to see a man cleaning up, apparently at the end of the ceremony. She is in tears until the man says the wedding was called off. Eve then gets in a cab to go home while Sara plans to keep looking, later Sara remembers the jacket she left in the park.
Jonathan, in the meantime, is wandering around Central Park. He finds Sara's jacket and uses it as a pillow as he lies down. As the first snowflake drops, the other pair of the gloves floats to him and he sees Sara. They introduce themselves to each other formally for the first time. The film concludes with Sara and Jonathan at Bloomingdales enjoying champagne on their anniversary at the same spot where they first met. Just when they are about to buy a black pair of gloves, which they do every year for luck, the same salesman appears. The film ends with the couple speaking with the salesman, once again arguing upon the dividing line in between the counter and personnel area.

Oh, this is so recommended film. And then I'm gonna review THE NOTEBOOK movie above.
download it on ahashare torrent movie downloader

the trailer on youtube

STRADIVARIUS VIOLIN

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        Talking about THE STRADIVARIUS VIOLIN, I actually knew this from my violin teacher. He told me that this kind of cool thing is the most expensive violin in this globe! And there are now only less than 650 violin in this world.
        A Stradivarius is a violin or other stringed instrument built by a member of the Stradivari family, particularly Antonio Stradivari. According to their reputation, the quality of their sound has defied attempts to explain or reproduce, though this belief is controversial. The name "Stradivarius" has also become a superlative applied to designate excellence. To be called "the Stradivari" of any field is to be deemed the finest there is.
      
It is not uncommon for violins to be labeled or branded "Stradivarius", as the name has been used since by other manufacturers.
The fame of Stradivari instruments is now a modern phenomenon and they appear in numerous works of fiction. The fictional detectiveSherlock Holmes is described as having owned a Stradivarius, with detail given to how he purchased the instrument for fifty-five English Siblings in the story "The Adventure of the Cardboard Box". A famous, if perhaps apocryphal, story about the Duplot claims the instrument's visible dent was made by the boots of Emperor Napoleon I of France, who tried his hand at playing it.
The reputation of the Stradivarius is such that its name is frequently invoked as a standard of excellence in other unrelated fields (such as ships and cars); for example, the Bath Iron Works' unofficial motto is "A Bath boat is the Stradivarius of destroyer!" In 1924, The Vincent Bach Corporation began releasing a line of trumpets which would later become known as Stradivarius Trumpet  in an attempt to capitalize on the Stradivari name.

AGAIN, I'M BROKENHEARTED..!

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        Before I realized how precious you're to me, I was always being two-tongued girl. When I was near you, I never wanted to care about you, but inside my heart, I felt missing and I cried when you left me behind. You know, I was too ashamed to tell all I felt toward you. Because I was so afraid that you would become bitter to me and see me as a cheap stupid girl. That's why I stopped myself to be aggressive to you.
        If you saw all of my entries about you, you probably would be cooler to me. Having been loving you almost 4 years makes my feeling deeper toward you. Now, when you leave this place and also leave me, I don't know what's going on with myself. But my heart is always sick and crying whenever  I see all things about you. I still can't forget every little thing you had done and said to me, it all never fades from my memory.
        I still remember your voice, and all thing you used to do that I saw. Don't know how fool I am that always write about you and all what I feel. I've been losing your contact for so long, and trapped in my own fool mind. Always writing and writing, yeah that's all I can do to remind all my memories with you. From the very first time I saw your face, heard your voice and almost everything. If you fall in love with somebody, and she never wants to care about you, but you love her so much and you can't love anyone except her, WHAT YOU CAN DO?? That's what I'm feeling for you boy.
       It's probably useless writing all above for you. And you will never see this anymore. Yeah, just keeping all my torturing love inside my heart. I know I'm never gonna be with you. No more and  no way. Whereas, I alway pray for you every night, before I lie asleep, wishing you would see me sometime. But I think it's all impossible. You just don't love me anymore, do you? I wish myself could be tougher whenever I see you even with another girl beside you...

"Just believe, you can find your true love someday, someway." 

STORY OF THE HEART

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    My love life is ironically tragic. I even can't love anyone except you, guy. When I texted you, you never even replied it. I actually really miss the moment when you sweetly texted me and said " good nite, have a nice dream. Don't forget to dream about me.". Hei, have you ever realized how patient I waited for you to reply?. Didn't you know I worried about you all the time? Just tell me what should I do for you to understand about my feeling. If mamma knew the situation now, she probably could help me to make you feel the same. I can't hardly move from you. You're the most irresistible guy that magically can attract me even when you do nothing.
  
   Y'know the everlasting moment ever was when you came to my home. Though you only gave the paper back, I'm still missing that moment. They might think I'm crazy, cuz others will always be like that. But only one thing in my mind that drives me crazy. Crazy for you, crazy for everything you do. I'm blind in this matter they call love. When you came, that made me wondered how beautiful my life was. That made me flyin high. Though you never did anything for me. That's all the feeling of almost 4 years hoping for love. 
    
   Because a hunger heart never stops its way to get the feeder. 

YOU'RE ATTRACTING

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 I hope it can inspire you to make some writting. Though it seems like a sharing..lol

Oh boy, you're single and attracting.
I saw there's a smile beneath your frown.
That's the very first day I met the most exciting boy like you.
And you came when my heart felt empty and incomplete.
We never knew each other.
But I started the first step,
Then you continued till this moment now.
So can you guess what you need now?
You have no choice anyway,
Cuz you only need someone like me.
Not perfect for them,
But only just perfect for you.
Yes, I'm gonna tell you the best
Yes, I'm gonna treat you right
And If I had never met you,
All things would've seemed so flat and cold.

By : Wendyani Caroline 

MOST OF SONGS IN MY PLAYLIST TELL ABOUT ME

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     Gosh, last night I just listened to my mp3 player. And suddenly, I realized most of songs I'd listened told about my love life. The songs were played randomly, but somehow the songs always sang about my life. I didn't know how could it happen. They're:
1. The Corrs (What Can I do, The Hardest Day, & Radio)
2. M2M (Pretty Boy & The Day You Went Away)
3. S Club 7 (Have You Everf & Never Had a Dream Come True)
4. MLTR (Nothing to Lose)
    After listening them, I suddenly started to cry and contemplate what I'd done. But I couldn't cry, It probably because I was so hurt even the only one crying was my heart, not my eyes. I was asleep and I dreamt about him. In my dream, there were so many people i'd known well, we're on the vacation. Somehow, there's him shadowed me wherever I belonged to. But when I asked him to help me, he seemed so cruel and didn't wanna help me anymore. I don't know what's my dream supposed to. Yeah, recently I always dream about him. I still remember his eyes, his saying, and every little thing he did.
    This is the part of a song that really tells about what I'm feelin now.
"When loving you was my finest hour, but leaving you , the hardest day of my life." 
The Hardest Day - The corrs    

WHAT'S MY 17TH BIRTHDAY PLAN? AND WHAT KIND OF PARTY I WANNA HAVE?

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A a a.... Talking about 17th birthday party, I will celebrate my best moment on January 4th next year. I can't wait for that. My mom always discusses about that, she said " What kind of dress you wanna wear, Mei? Where is the good place for celebrating your 17th birthday party ha?" and bla bla bla. Y'know I'm often bored with her saying. Hmmm.. but I think I have many plans for that. Let's see below :
1. I wanna wear kinnda oldies dress or may be victorian dress, but the problem is, will everyone use the same 
    with mine? hmm..
2. I wanna ask my violin teacher to play kindda duet with me. I'm planning to play BOND - ALLEGRETTO       and 
    DUEL. Isn't it good?
3. I wanna invite only 50 of my friends I have known. And surprisingly, inviting *beep* has been always in my 
    mind. 
Ya, those all in my plan, but I don't know what will happen next. 17th birthday for me is where we can be called mature enough, we're not teens again. But we are growing to be mature. Honestly, I just can't wait for that moment. Yeah, at least if he would do so. I will have some spesial friends to entertain me and I will also give them some appreciations. Ya ya ya.. lol

MY LAST WISHES

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          Lord, you know this is the last day and my last chance of meeting him and also telling him goodbye. But I was so fuc*in stupid this morning. I was faster than him coming to that place. I really  can't stand being like this..! I never expected that i was just so fool with my foolish thoughts. The plan that I'd planned a day before goodbye had gone cruelly. Yeah, and if there's no more chance to tell him goodbye, my deepest heart only just can wish he would never forget the times when we felt crush on each other. And I also kidheartedly wish he can pass his FE.

        I believe someday, I will see you smile to me, though in the same situation, I will also see you with another girl better than me standing beside you and loving you. Then years later, I'm gonna live my empty school days without seeing and greeting you. I've hopelessly realized that I'm totally addicted. Aaah, it's useless rememorizing every little thing we'd done. Sweet or even hurt, I passed it happily. For now till my school days are through, before coming to school, I will pray for you, I promise. Everytime I walk through my house.

        I'll be happy if I see you in a white doctor's coat and with a "dr" word before your name. Just succeed your dreams, boy. I will always support you behind, unknownly, and wholeheartedly. And if you read all my writtings for you, don't blame yourself for knowing me, but just blame myself that have been stupidly mad at you.

       It physically might end here. But not in my heart. Because there's no word to tell you goodbye. You're forgiven and never forgotten... 

THE HATE LETTER

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Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :) 

 

THAT WAS KINDDA DAMN THINGS!

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Yeah, this afternoon, I got paroxysm that time. While I was telling my senior's scores, my math teacher asked a fu*kin question. He said " Are you gettin a crush with *beep*? It's been such a long gossip". I suddenly was so shocked hearing he asked me that way. "Haa? It's totally WRONG. I'm not!"


Then I finally went to toilet just for calming down myself after hearing that. Huffh, from the deepest of my heart, I said " I'd just told lie to that man..! Oh man, I'm really sorry telling you lie". But I knew he knew me telling lies. Hah, I guess that's just the only way I could do to hide all away. It's so embarassing me. At that time, I kinnda wanted to scream loudly. But y'know, my mamma told me not to think about him again. She said that I could get a boy better than him. Yeah, I guess. I guess mamma was right. I can't be longer writting all now. So I promise this night, I'll finish it best.


I still remember my status in my facebook,
"If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all."


Aaaaaarggh that made me worried. Oh boy, trust me, someday before you go, I will sooner tell all what I feel..
Bye now.. lol


Enjoy reading 

TRYING TO PLAY BOND'S

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Tau grup musik "BOND" kan? Itu tuh 4 cewek cantik yang bermain alat musik gesek (violin, viola, dan cello). Let's check tihs out!. Waw, they are really talented. Gue suka banget sama tangga nada yang mereka mainin. Well, saat ini gue lagi seneng banget mempelajari lagu-lagu mereka. Yang kali ini sedang gue pelajarin itu Allegretto dan Expolsive. Menantang banget tuh lagu, tapi gue juga mau belajar Victory-nya Bond. Cuma susah banget dan pasti bisa bikin gue gila buat pelajarin lagu itu.

Gue tertarik banget banget deh, setelah tertarik sama THE CORRS, gue juga tertarik sama grup musik yang lain juga. pokoknya, I LOVE BOND'S

Aren't they great? hohohohohohohoho

HAI.... WANNA KNOW ME MORE?

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YM= wenzcaroline@ymail.com
  

AKU BINGUNG MAU KULIAH APA

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Yeahhh... Gue bingung mau kuliah apa. Minat gue sih sebenernya pengen hubungan internasional. Yah, seengganya gue bisa bahasa Inggris, Mandarin, Spanyol (bukannya asombong ya). Tapi kalo gue ambil HI, gue mesti pelajarin HUKUM..! Udah tau gue gak suka HUKUM.. Males banget berurusaan sama hal itu. Mau kuliah kedokteran, takut sama mayat, darah, dll. Mau kuliah sastra, takut gak cerah prospeknya. Kata guru gue sih Hubungan Internasional tuh jarang yang minat, kalo HI nanti bakal calon DIPLOMAT ato gak DUTA BESAR. Nah, gue pengen banget tuh. Menarik sih, tapi gue mesti belajar HUKUM..!
Soal kampus mana yang bakal gue impikan, sebenarnya banyak banget. Kalo Gue beruntung, gue mau banget masuk Universitas Indonesia (UI) buat ambil Hubungan Internasionalnya. Kalo misalnya gue gak diterima di UI, gw udah ada planning di Swiss German University (SGU) buat ambil jurusan Public Relation (PR). Tapi gue juga mau coba-coba beasiswa ke Jerman. Buat kuliah di sana, gue harus mengorbankan banyak hal. Gue gak bakal ketemu keluarga selama beberapa lama, gue harus hidup berjuang di negeri orang, dan lebih pahitnya lagi, gue gak akan ketemu orang yang gue sayang. Yang gue takutkan, pas gue balik ke kampung halaman, dia udah jadi suami orang, dan orang itu tuh ternyata temen deket gue sendiri. Tapi amit-amit lah ya. Gue tetep berdoa yang terbaik untuk semua orang. SEMOGA SEMUA MAKHLUK HIDUP BERBAHAGIA.. hehehe

I AM NOW LOVING KINDA ROMATIC MOVIES

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Yihaaaaaaa... Akhir-akhir ini gue lagi suka sama film-film yang romantis gitu. Kayak Music and Lyrics, yang soundtrack lagunya "Way back into love", terus film yang diperanin sama Kate Winslet yang bertema natal gitu, tapi gue lupa judulnya. Hemm, kenapa ya? Padahal gue aja gak punya pacar, bisa tertarik sama film romantis begini. Sebenernya, gue pingin banget punya pacar, tapi bukan sembarang pacar. Kenapa bukan sembarang pacar?

Jawabannya, karena gue gak mau kalo pacar gue itu orang lain selain si *nama tidak disebutkan*. Ya ampun, gue gak mau postingan gue yang ini berbau orang itu. Yah, kembali ke topik, gue jadi tertarik sama film romantis baru-baru ini doang, pas gue SMA. Mungkin karena gue udah beranjak remaja, makanya suka film-film yang mengharukan dan menggembirakan.

Ya ternyata masa-masa SMA itu indah ya. Bener kata orang-orang, kita akan menemukan jati diri kita, ketika kita sudah SMA. Kita hobby apa, pasti ketauan pas SMA, kita ancur, pasti pas jaman SMA.

I AM THE ONLY STUPID GIRL THAT IS SO INTO YOU

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CAN YOU FEEL WHAT I'M FEELING?


My friends probably have been really bored with my moan. But I can't hide my feeling to someone who I've loved for so long. I met him when I was in second grade of junior high school. He was in the third grade when I got crush into him. I have no reason how could I love him. There were actually so much I want to share to my blog. But I can't stand to share about him more. And now, I am in the second grade of senior high school, and He is in the third grade. Sooner or later, I'll be apart from him. Every time I just log in my facebook only for waiting the approval from him.

Am I really stupid doing this? Just keep waiting for him that might never think of approving me. I don't know when he approves me. Just stupidly waiting, logging in, hoping, and dreaming that someday he will chat me. Is it awkward that he hasn't approved me, but on the other situation, he adds my enemy? Don't you ever think about me even only a little?

Don't you know I am hurt and ashamed? I can't even cry over you again, coz my tears has gone away. My eyes don't tear my tears again. But My heart, it always cries over you. Every little time, I always think about you. Think about the moment I met you and the time I will lose you. Loving you is hurting myself. Though I've been trying so a thousand ways to kill you in my mind, it's useless. Never ever forget you. No more reason for loving you. If only you can see the tears in my heart, If only you could hear my moans. I shiver when I know you've loved another girl. I imagine to write this note to you :

To the best boy in my life.

I wrote this because I can't say anything to you again. 'Cause my heart is so much hurt by you. Though you don't ever realize what have you done to me. In my mind, there's nothing bad in you. 'Cause all I see is only PERFECTION. You probably always think that you are so fool to love me. But I don't ever. Others always offend you when you're not with them, but I always tell you good to everyone. I never want to do what they do to you. You surely think I am cheap, I am bad, and more. Because in your mind, I mean nothing to you. But actually, I have no courage to tell you the best. To tell you that you are the only one I love till my time's through. And finally, just keep in your mind If you one time read this, " You're not forgotten, Boy. You're always in my deepest heart wherever you are, whatever you do. I love you more than you think".

If only he opened this blog and read those above.
I am not broken hearted, there's no more words to express what I'm feeling for you
NB : My heart was screaming and crying so loud when I wrote this.