I AM THE ONLY STUPID GIRL THAT IS SO INTO YOU
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My friends probably have been really bored with my moan. But I can't hide my feeling to someone who I've loved for so long. I met him when I was in second grade of junior high school. He was in the third grade when I got crush into him. I have no reason how could I love him. There were actually so much I want to share to my blog. But I can't stand to share about him more. And now, I am in the second grade of senior high school, and He is in the third grade. Sooner or later, I'll be apart from him. Every time I just log in my facebook only for waiting the approval from him.
Am I really stupid doing this? Just keep waiting for him that might never think of approving me. I don't know when he approves me. Just stupidly waiting, logging in, hoping, and dreaming that someday he will chat me. Is it awkward that he hasn't approved me, but on the other situation, he adds my enemy? Don't you ever think about me even only a little?
Don't you know I am hurt and ashamed? I can't even cry over you again, coz my tears has gone away. My eyes don't tear my tears again. But My heart, it always cries over you. Every little time, I always think about you. Think about the moment I met you and the time I will lose you. Loving you is hurting myself. Though I've been trying so a thousand ways to kill you in my mind, it's useless. Never ever forget you. No more reason for loving you. If only you can see the tears in my heart, If only you could hear my moans. I shiver when I know you've loved another girl. I imagine to write this note to you :
To the best boy in my life.
I wrote this because I can't say anything to you again. 'Cause my heart is so much hurt by you. Though you don't ever realize what have you done to me. In my mind, there's nothing bad in you. 'Cause all I see is only PERFECTION. You probably always think that you are so fool to love me. But I don't ever. Others always offend you when you're not with them, but I always tell you good to everyone. I never want to do what they do to you. You surely think I am cheap, I am bad, and more. Because in your mind, I mean nothing to you. But actually, I have no courage to tell you the best. To tell you that you are the only one I love till my time's through. And finally, just keep in your mind If you one time read this, " You're not forgotten, Boy. You're always in my deepest heart wherever you are, whatever you do. I love you more than you think".
If only he opened this blog and read those above.
I am not broken hearted, there's no more words to express what I'm feeling for you
NB : My heart was screaming and crying so loud when I wrote this.
My friends probably have been really bored with my moan. But I can't hide my feeling to someone who I've loved for so long. I met him when I was in second grade of junior high school. He was in the third grade when I got crush into him. I have no reason how could I love him. There were actually so much I want to share to my blog. But I can't stand to share about him more. And now, I am in the second grade of senior high school, and He is in the third grade. Sooner or later, I'll be apart from him. Every time I just log in my facebook only for waiting the approval from him.
Am I really stupid doing this? Just keep waiting for him that might never think of approving me. I don't know when he approves me. Just stupidly waiting, logging in, hoping, and dreaming that someday he will chat me. Is it awkward that he hasn't approved me, but on the other situation, he adds my enemy? Don't you ever think about me even only a little?
Don't you know I am hurt and ashamed? I can't even cry over you again, coz my tears has gone away. My eyes don't tear my tears again. But My heart, it always cries over you. Every little time, I always think about you. Think about the moment I met you and the time I will lose you. Loving you is hurting myself. Though I've been trying so a thousand ways to kill you in my mind, it's useless. Never ever forget you. No more reason for loving you. If only you can see the tears in my heart, If only you could hear my moans. I shiver when I know you've loved another girl. I imagine to write this note to you :
To the best boy in my life.
I wrote this because I can't say anything to you again. 'Cause my heart is so much hurt by you. Though you don't ever realize what have you done to me. In my mind, there's nothing bad in you. 'Cause all I see is only PERFECTION. You probably always think that you are so fool to love me. But I don't ever. Others always offend you when you're not with them, but I always tell you good to everyone. I never want to do what they do to you. You surely think I am cheap, I am bad, and more. Because in your mind, I mean nothing to you. But actually, I have no courage to tell you the best. To tell you that you are the only one I love till my time's through. And finally, just keep in your mind If you one time read this, " You're not forgotten, Boy. You're always in my deepest heart wherever you are, whatever you do. I love you more than you think".
If only he opened this blog and read those above.
I am not broken hearted, there's no more words to express what I'm feeling for you
NB : My heart was screaming and crying so loud when I wrote this.
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