MOST OF SONGS IN MY PLAYLIST TELL ABOUT ME

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     Gosh, last night I just listened to my mp3 player. And suddenly, I realized most of songs I'd listened told about my love life. The songs were played randomly, but somehow the songs always sang about my life. I didn't know how could it happen. They're:
1. The Corrs (What Can I do, The Hardest Day, & Radio)
2. M2M (Pretty Boy & The Day You Went Away)
3. S Club 7 (Have You Everf & Never Had a Dream Come True)
4. MLTR (Nothing to Lose)
    After listening them, I suddenly started to cry and contemplate what I'd done. But I couldn't cry, It probably because I was so hurt even the only one crying was my heart, not my eyes. I was asleep and I dreamt about him. In my dream, there were so many people i'd known well, we're on the vacation. Somehow, there's him shadowed me wherever I belonged to. But when I asked him to help me, he seemed so cruel and didn't wanna help me anymore. I don't know what's my dream supposed to. Yeah, recently I always dream about him. I still remember his eyes, his saying, and every little thing he did.
    This is the part of a song that really tells about what I'm feelin now.
"When loving you was my finest hour, but leaving you , the hardest day of my life." 
The Hardest Day - The corrs    

WHAT'S MY 17TH BIRTHDAY PLAN? AND WHAT KIND OF PARTY I WANNA HAVE?

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A a a.... Talking about 17th birthday party, I will celebrate my best moment on January 4th next year. I can't wait for that. My mom always discusses about that, she said " What kind of dress you wanna wear, Mei? Where is the good place for celebrating your 17th birthday party ha?" and bla bla bla. Y'know I'm often bored with her saying. Hmmm.. but I think I have many plans for that. Let's see below :
1. I wanna wear kinnda oldies dress or may be victorian dress, but the problem is, will everyone use the same 
    with mine? hmm..
2. I wanna ask my violin teacher to play kindda duet with me. I'm planning to play BOND - ALLEGRETTO       and 
    DUEL. Isn't it good?
3. I wanna invite only 50 of my friends I have known. And surprisingly, inviting *beep* has been always in my 
    mind. 
Ya, those all in my plan, but I don't know what will happen next. 17th birthday for me is where we can be called mature enough, we're not teens again. But we are growing to be mature. Honestly, I just can't wait for that moment. Yeah, at least if he would do so. I will have some spesial friends to entertain me and I will also give them some appreciations. Ya ya ya.. lol

MY LAST WISHES

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          Lord, you know this is the last day and my last chance of meeting him and also telling him goodbye. But I was so fuc*in stupid this morning. I was faster than him coming to that place. I really  can't stand being like this..! I never expected that i was just so fool with my foolish thoughts. The plan that I'd planned a day before goodbye had gone cruelly. Yeah, and if there's no more chance to tell him goodbye, my deepest heart only just can wish he would never forget the times when we felt crush on each other. And I also kidheartedly wish he can pass his FE.

        I believe someday, I will see you smile to me, though in the same situation, I will also see you with another girl better than me standing beside you and loving you. Then years later, I'm gonna live my empty school days without seeing and greeting you. I've hopelessly realized that I'm totally addicted. Aaah, it's useless rememorizing every little thing we'd done. Sweet or even hurt, I passed it happily. For now till my school days are through, before coming to school, I will pray for you, I promise. Everytime I walk through my house.

        I'll be happy if I see you in a white doctor's coat and with a "dr" word before your name. Just succeed your dreams, boy. I will always support you behind, unknownly, and wholeheartedly. And if you read all my writtings for you, don't blame yourself for knowing me, but just blame myself that have been stupidly mad at you.

       It physically might end here. But not in my heart. Because there's no word to tell you goodbye. You're forgiven and never forgotten... 

THE HATE LETTER

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Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :) 

 

THAT WAS KINDDA DAMN THINGS!

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Yeah, this afternoon, I got paroxysm that time. While I was telling my senior's scores, my math teacher asked a fu*kin question. He said " Are you gettin a crush with *beep*? It's been such a long gossip". I suddenly was so shocked hearing he asked me that way. "Haa? It's totally WRONG. I'm not!"
Then I finally went to toilet just for calming down myself after hearing that. Huffh, from the deepest of my heart, I said " I'd just told lie to that man..! Oh man, I'm really sorry telling you lie". But I knew he knew me telling lies. Hah, I guess that's just the only way I could do to hide all away. It's so embarassing me. At that time, I kinnda wanted to scream loudly. But y'know, my mamma told me not to think about him again. She said that I could get a boy better than him. Yeah, I guess. I guess mamma was right. I can't be longer writting all now. So I promise this night, I'll finish it best.
I still remember my status in my facebook,
"If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all."
Aaaaaarggh that made me worried. Oh boy, trust me, someday before you go, I will sooner tell all what I feel..
Bye now.. lol
Enjoy reading 

TRYING TO PLAY BOND'S

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Tau grup musik "BOND" kan? Itu tuh 4 cewek cantik yang bermain alat musik gesek (violin, viola, dan cello). Let's check tihs out!. Waw, they are really talented. Gue suka banget sama tangga nada yang mereka mainin. Well, saat ini gue lagi seneng banget mempelajari lagu-lagu mereka. Yang kali ini sedang gue pelajarin itu Allegretto dan Expolsive. Menantang banget tuh lagu, tapi gue juga mau belajar Victory-nya Bond. Cuma susah banget dan pasti bisa bikin gue gila buat pelajarin lagu itu.

Gue tertarik banget banget deh, setelah tertarik sama THE CORRS, gue juga tertarik sama grup musik yang lain juga. pokoknya, I LOVE BOND'S

Aren't they great? hohohohohohohoho

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